Blue and Tired

(Sept. 18 in the campus)
the fall is coming...

9/18 (the 38th days in GA)
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blue and tired as they said
they said i look always tired, and blue as well.
i don't know if there is any connection between the two - tired and blue.

well, i admit the tired one, but the blue one?

Maybe yes... very likely, it's just a thing i was not aware of before.

Being blue? Me? Here?
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My explanation of why my eyes relecting a certain emptiness is always that
i didn't wear glasses. i told them as well as myself.

And why not wear glasses is another simple one - i feel tired
with it on my face consciously.

So it's about tired(?)

so it might be some connection between the two - tired and blue?
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9/16 is Sam's birthday


a friend told me that i look blue on his birthday party last night.

oh! it's so bad, i know.
no! i mean i don't know.

I didn't mean to do that, which i even didn't know i was doing.

so bad.

For some reason either found nothing to do or just wanted some rest,
which i was not clear, i sat aside others with silence.

i didn't want to talk. i am really a silent man here.

So they said i'm blue.

but i was quite happy, and feel comfortable myself.(?)

i'm not blue, maybe a little, but just a little.
As a matter of fact, everybody has some blue parts, ok?

The fall is coming....or it's already there.